Today I want to share some points on self realization from inside out!!…i did hear  this many times change from inside out  ….,but real I never understood ….and because ,I do want to change Me …this is so important to see and realize that ,things want change for real ..,until the points will be changing  insides …..even if we change out side points …,sooner or later we will end up the same ….and I am talking from my experience …,when I always though …,that I will be different  if I achieve this or that….and always end up the same….frustration and anger was fallow  …..
This thing the interviews from eqafe help me a lot…..
Another point ..is before even we-I change …i need to know the ME now ……I need to know my mind now …..in order to change …other wise is only the title CHANGE -with no directions …!!!
Took me a while until  I realize now…..to not to run from my mind …..,but rather to understand ME-mind now…..and only this I be ready for change….great interview from rabbit part 1,2 from eqafe…..so with that some self forgiveness points:

1.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself judge my mind,to judge myself with out understanding this point.

2.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to always fight me ,my mind with out farther investigation.

3.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself for not being self honest with me ,because I did mot look in to my mind,but automatic want to change things on out side.

4.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself never real accept me,never give me a break in form of slowing down and look what is in my mind.

5.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to be the worst enemy  to me -my mind ,  from a perspective of judging ,instead of founding a resolutions.

6. I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to not having patience with me ,to not investigate the program of my mind,but want to change now ,immediately  .

7 .I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to not understanding the process of writing and applying ,not understanding that the writing need to be done in a matter of looking at one point -which i want to change and take this even 
farther ,pushing to look deeper .



8.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to  be not specific on my corrective statements,to not understanding that this must be done in very specific way to me in order to change.

9.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to want to speed up ,when I am writing ,just write and be done ..,but not realizing that this is not ,what is all about …..

10.I commit myself to take slow one point at the time ,to write and push deeper  ,but also use common  sense .

11.I commit myself to stop the future projection of the point I am writing and in writing just write what is here now ,stay with self honesty .
12.I commit myself to stay with breath ,when I write ,to be aware of breathing in physical reality.

thank you for reading!!